i was ready to move on, i started dating. it feels like when i was seeing my ex, i was confident id marry her and when it ended, my confidence was shot. something i truly believed would last, ended.i used to be able to love freely, and committ easily. now it feels like every girl i date, its a struggle to feel for the person. im just wasting chances with girls i meet, my heart really doesnt seem to be in it. we meet, we date for a couple of weeks and then i end it. rinse and repeat.